Crushes me to know that he'll be out soon enough. That we're so contrary yet so close. It worries me yet excites me. Still that nagging, ever so perfect brother and friend, always worried about me. Or would things change even further ? Seeing him on saturday over lunch was awkward. Very. Still the bickering pair, but i feel so inadequate whenever i'm with him. Especially when we're with the family. Still love you though, and yea, you're my favourite cousin too. Idiot.

Currently, i'm like really very broke. And i've just got a letter from ezlink saying that my giro top-up application for my previous card was rejected. Which basically means that the idiot who has found my purse has been using my card to travel around. Rawwrrr.

I'm feeling really weird today. Head has this compressed kinda feel, and there's been pangs of water in nose smell. My eyes are constantly aching and a throbbing pain whenever i tilt my head backwards. So annoying, so frustrating, so worrying. Just came back from the doctor's and he claims it's just a throat infection-overly-heaty thing. Still, never felt like this before. It's not flu, but feels almost as bad.